Last year at this time, I was washing the floors of our kitchen in Siberia with angry tears streaming down my cheeks. I had just miscarried for the second time. At this rate, thinking we would be in Siberia another 3 years, I would never have kids. Now, a year later, I am amazed how the Lord can bless in such a short time. He does give and take away...
Turns out that I am pregnant! Ah! I am due at the end of August and am currently 15 weeks along. We can't really believe it.
The timing of the Lord is amazing, really. First of all, I am just coming out of the first trimester, which means I am starting to feel better and am not throwing up all the time. Definite plus. So, I will have the energy to run around after 3 Ethiopian girls. But I'm not far enough that I don't get some good time with just them. We will have 5 months together before the baby comes and I hope that will be a very focused time on just them.
We have had a lot of people, who have kids, smile, laugh or just stand in shock. Do we not know what we're getting into??
We've also had a few smile and say they can see the Lord's hand in this. Those who have adopted talk about how this baby can be such a bridge between us and them. How they might very much feel like this is their baby and will attach with us through him/her.
Regardless of why the Lord chose to bless us like this at this time, we are grateful. The Bible says that children are a blessing. I hope so. We'll have 4 this year.
Oh my goodness, I am so excited for y'all! Praying even now for that little life within you and for those three precious lives that are living in your heart. Many blessings to all SIX of you.
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